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2009-07-26T08:10:00.000-07:00

i am back home now.
today so happy at sentosa. dardar make me happy too (:
alright i soooooooo bored can@
i want to go out lei, but cannot. haas
dardar reach home le mar?
hai yo. he so sad when i tell him tonight i not going to his house and stay.
joleen will upload today sentosa de pic. i free then upload ba haas.
night

2009-07-24T06:28:00.000-07:00

i fucking the bored can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i alone at home like fuck like that!
want go out also no bus fare!
dar dar go find his friend cause he have bus fare. LOL
i am mad la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to cry out loud laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
why joanne become like that?
she never cry so easily last time.
she wont think for money problem last time.
she wont feel so bad to break with boyf before last time.
i super fed up now okay!
where all my money gone?!
where all my friend gone?
they have their life now. and i super shag now.
why their boyf are better then mine?
why they can get what they want from their boyf or family?
why when they free to shop they can just shop?
what am i now!
i want stop asking people for money or borrow. but how am i going to survive?
no money for bus.
no money for food.
no work.
no family love at all!
i am useless laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
i dont bare to left him but he really a good guy. our relationship are turning bad. i cant cope with it already.
i dont want to live out of my house. but mummy so fuck up. joleen and my boyf make me struck in between.
I WANT MY PAST LIFE NOW!
joanne! fuck!

2009-07-22T07:08:00.000-07:00

surprise to see me blog? haas
i want to cry out loud now.
i heartbreak laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
edward lim not beside me!

2009-07-13T07:51:00.000-07:00

joleen:

idont know what make you change until like that, please understand that not i dont want coem back home to accompany you. i making all kind of money outside to pay dept. i also not everyday staying at hoho house, you think you cry i not heart pain? you think i want everything change untill like that? you always think what you think. what do other think? when i come home you sleep de alright everytime. you can just dont believe my word. you think we are having a good term now? mummy beocme like that. now is we. then what more? i do housework you say not clean. i have say anything. when i do housework never ear you say good thing. i never for day you call and shout and turn till now. you want part-time maid i find for you, i have say i not willing to pay? i dont want you to move out cause you still dont know how to take care yourself. i move out alright since you hate me so much.

dont forget that jie still love you. get me back when you think you need me. i be there. i take time out. i need make money too to pay dept and more.

I LOVE YOU,JOEY,SANDRA. MUMMY AND DADDY TOO. dont blame me anything.

2009-07-02T11:47:00.000-07:00

i am hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! dardar sleeping le ):

2009-06-30T21:17:00.000-07:00

i am keeping myself to be cool down now (: so many thing all rush to me at a point! i am a human not superwomen okay! stop all thing from your mouth too! dont try to provoke me! i am very controlling le yea ! alright! i have big heart! haas (:

2009-06-23T11:14:00.000-07:00

past photo

that day went shopping with darling take de

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dardar and me (:

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darling and me !

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2009-06-23T11:13:00.000-07:00

i am home .. i want upload picture only . haas (: I WANT BABY TOO !

2009-06-22T10:20:00.000-07:00

currently at lan shop .. i dont like lan but today is me and dardar de 7th month . so let him be (: i love you alright ! joleen.tan i want to eat durain laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! cut-cut many part . darling i enjoy with you alright, althought we never do much and shop much , i promise when i am rich we go have fun !! haas . remember what i told you today ,*boy* haas (: anything can just call me yea .. i ammmmmmmmmm hungryy !

HAPPY 7th MONTH MY LOVES @ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

2009-06-20T08:18:00.000-07:00

reach home and bath ... morning go meet dar , then he sleep when the point i tell him i going home , he wake up and tell me he meeting his friend . dots ..... nevermind . haas . tomorr maybe having streamboat with joleen and hankuan and my dardar (: alright .. when i think of something i can post i then write me alright . haas (: MISS YA !

2009-06-19T07:28:00.001-07:00

tired ! shag! nothing to post about .

2009-06-18T00:51:00.000-07:00

haas (: i awke up le ... yesteday quarrel with dar , he want-ed to suprise me up. he brought QOO for me and appear at my window . but answering to him de is joleentxy cause i am no around . haas (: i feel so bad cause he want to seek forgiveness from me (: so i cab home and hugg my dardar tight !!! then ton outside with joey two friend . joleen and hankuan . sandra. and my dardar ! then we gamble . haas , was mad at dar cause all the money i win all lose le cause he gamble it . but all i win back and i throw attitude cause he lose all y money still throw attitude at me . but in the end i forgive him cause it was just a game . night life ? haas . i am mad ! i saw darling pluck saying singapore need more babies ! haas . i dreamt of giveing a girl and boy you pal know ! went shopping with my kids and my mummys , gan ma and ah kim ! then my boy so nuaghty so i slap him . haas . when i wake up , i found that it was just a dream ! haas . am i thinking too much ? hees (: alright , stop here , going to disturb my dar wake up . but dont know should i . cause he is lack of sleep . but i dont care ! haas . even now i slep him like how i slap my boy , haas , he only will pull me down and hugg me tight and dont let me move and he continue sleep de ... hees (: me ans him now lacking of money to eat and more ... i working hard to go for inteview alright ! alriight . byeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

2009-06-17T06:24:00.000-07:00

quarrel with dar ! dots , he hurt me not the frist time le . pain nor ! alright nothing to say about . he keep call and ask for forgive but i keep say no . end-ed up he fed up and close my phone .. dots , if he is sinerce to ask me to forgive . should not be the attitude he giving in to me now ! DOTA DOTA DOTA ! EVERYTHING , EVERYDAY , EVERYHOUR , EVERYMINS AND SECOND ALL DOTA !

2009-06-14T11:00:00.000-07:00

went to many places to interview but all the outcome are still the same . {we will call you back.}
dots ): i feel so shag you know pal ): i know you al cannot help me much but i know you all will love me still the same right . hees (: just trying to comfort myself .

2009-06-11T01:04:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey hey hey ! (:
do you miss me ?
haas . i am back to blog le . nar ~ later going outt with dar dar to his sister house to see his niece.
i miss them too (:
yesterday went outt with reymond , haoting and cassey .. haoting really spend alot ! but i enjoy (:
nar ~ tuesday with dardar see getai ! frist time . i love that day . the temple de people is like having KTV but not enjoying the getai ! (: i really love and felt so warm . dardar drink and he let me too(: so long never spend happy days with him le . although that day de morning something spoilt my mood . but that frist time go shopping with dar to bugis and bought thing i want (: ILOVEYOU laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (:
alright . time pass fast . me and him going to be seventh month le . i awaiting dor that day (:

2009-06-08T12:12:00.001-07:00

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas ! i am shag shag shag shag shag ! today when bugis bought nothing home !!!!!!!!!!!! humph ~ many thing spoilte my mood ): humph . tomorrow going to candomen,hope everything goes fine . i miss dardar ! he confrim haven sleep but playing games de (: i really no money le ): anyone want 'BAO' me ? haas (:

2009-06-07T09:59:00.000-07:00

back le ! super tired .. i and dardar peace le (: and i find out that soooo mnay bully him when i not with him . he suffer too but he never tell me anything . i will get back de . dardar sooooooooooooo thin le nor . no tummy le ): i prefer him fat fat de . haas (: alright . waiting for clothes to wash then go hang and sleep . tomorr maybe going outt with dardar (: hope nothing cope up .

2009-06-06T02:58:00.001-07:00

i go up to my boyf house this morning . i use to it that he not hugging me so when he hugg me today i push him away . i say i want to go home cause he going to do his thing . but he say once i go he wont want to see me again . so i say okay . since he say this . and even if i cry he ask to SHUP UP ! he last time wont de ): he will comfort me de . while waiting for him to bath and go outt together i fall asleep . he push me and wake me up and ask me to go home so i did . i pack my clothes . when i at mrt he call me ask what attitude i giving . i say i never . he ask me why i pazk my clothes . i say he ask me not to go back so that what i did . he say . alright , that good and bye . i hold on my tears till i reach home . and now i and totally fed up ! i just cant cry out now but cant . JOANNE you have to be strong . i know you can ! ):

2009-06-01T09:58:00.000-07:00

PHOTO OF ME AND NOVEN.SIM.BENG.HUI (:

today whole day at home ): bored then evening time buz to 244 eat dinner cause home only have maggie . then dar dar come up next (: he buy sweet sweet give me lei (: saturday he say go shopping together then night go pool. alright . shall wait fot that day.

i cry . i miss you AH MA ! i really miss . you will always stay in my heart . i love you AH MA !

2009-05-26T08:58:00.000-07:00

Photo For The Day

2009-05-26T08:56:00.000-07:00

HOMESWEETHOME now (:
yesterday stay at dar dar house , acccompany him chat till 4 plus . haas
then saturday going sentosa again , sunday going chushi (:
nar ! sooooooooooooooooooooo bored now . i need money la ! i want to find work too .
want work at bugis but too many people{ahlian} scare scare (:
alright . my zhutou dar dota-ing now still have to wait for him accompany audi . dont care . tired jiu go sleep le (: nights

2009-05-24T07:28:00.000-07:00

I Will Post This Photo For Today .

2009-05-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

come back from malaysia le (:
sooooooooooooooooo bored there ! i swear ! ):
then i two days never sleep nor ):
super de tired . dar dar come my house outside find me so wake myself up to hugg him (:
photo will be upload when joleen is back and get from her (:
she hor ! reach home very fast to run go see her BI liao *_*
she cannot dont have him de . haas (:
lovessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss me (:

Edward Lim Jia Hao (:
we very hard then paass our half year (: hope we continues. i dont need much . just need you to keep your promise and i be good too alright (:

novensimbenghui
dont stress okay (: no love ? there is me (: no money ? i cannot help ): hees

2009-05-22T13:03:00.000-07:00

haas . half more hours to go malaysia liao ! chatting with dar now , he trying to cheer me up ! (: DARDARILOVEYOU (: and hor . i already think liao if have a baby girl i named her VICTORIA (: a a baby boy i named him LOUIS (: i thinked too much le . i know it myself (: hees . mwarrckkkkkkkkkkk i love mtself too (:

i going to miss-ed someone.

2009-05-22T08:02:00.000-07:00

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:
rmb this pic you love to most ? ):

2009-05-22T07:49:00.000-07:00

I Want Be Young Mummy (:

haas (; i am mad ! joleen and me despo for babies (:
we see alot of young mummiies blog . it like so fun (:
haas (: today whole day spend time with joleen about babies (:
thanks AHPUI for the chicken rice . so nice of him packet rice for me and joleen then send off le . and STUPID-ED joleen use my msn and chat with my friend and unknown friend . she is MMMMMAD ! haas (;
tomorr going malaysia le , i want see dar . but he not free . just now chat with n.oven . he trim his eyebrown just to look sexy haas (:
he did (:
alright . so hot nor the weather make me mmmmmmmad too (: i throw temper . haas (:
lol no babies for me now cause i dont think i an afford . I BROKE laaaaaaaaaaaaa ): talk to dar dar yesterday hope he understand my words ):
i no energy for him le . i want new life (:
haas (:
alright . will mad to have baby this few day (: haas (:
i dont want figues to run nar ! haas (: it great to be mummy but i have no money to afford and i scare later mummy kill me (: i dont give a damm (:haaaaaaaaaaas (:
alright (: miss dardar now ):

2009-05-15T08:19:00.000-07:00

i saw this picture at my thumb-drive (: haas (:NOVENSIMBENGHUI !
today morning exam ! die also de laaaaaa . then afternoon meet cassey go shop . so we go up to dardar hus to wake maimai up ! then quarrel with dardar . till at town i alr no mood shop le . i today bring full mood and energy to shop de nor - then train home . tomorr joleen going waxing and i will accompany her . and waiting for cassy message . ask her shop with me (: girls-shopping ONLY ! haas (: alright nothing to post le la . so sians

2009-05-14T10:10:00.000-07:00

haas (: dar send me to wait then wait for cassey and maimai to reach . then wait for me end work . thinking go take some finger food and shop de but i end work too late le .. so wait for marbolo korkor to reach and drive us to redhill market ABC to eat (: aftermath we headed to his office (: wahhs ! his offic there have a rest room , we went inside it like hoe nor (: have to pool table , me and cassy have one and dardar maimai have one . i and cassy have fun nar ! we like mad nor (: never take photo cause phone no memory . i would wish to go there again , it so relaxing , i swear. then marbolo korkor give me home frist then to them (: tomorr math and phy paper . confim will be sleeping again , confrim fail de laaaaa (: afater school will be meeting cassey then go town shop ba (: tomor having couple day (: me and dardar. cassy and maimai (: heading toward (: mwarckk ~ i going to sleep le (:

2009-05-14T00:02:00.001-07:00

two yrs back de me (:
memories to be keep (:

haas (: today at school like not at school nor . never even touch to write or flip . too tired le . and also dont know how to do .. later still have to work .. yesterday sit down and talk with mummy and joleen . we make a deal that every 1st and 17th if the month have to make ourself free to accompany mummy as family day. every day also can go outt to stay but have to come home two day from a wks to do housework. haas (: BORED . bored . BORED . alright , night timw free then post (:

2009-05-12T09:38:00.000-07:00

hees (:
so happy today . my self comp going to hao le , but the system broke down . nevermind . E.k will help me fix it (: no worries at all (: thanks to him.
and i do the music ipod at my blog myself lei , no need joleen help lei cause i at home nothing to do(:

she tonight staying at her boyf house again , haas (: i have my bed myself again (:
haas (;

i weight myself today . GOOD news ! i weight 43.3kg now ! drop 5 kg (: slim slim le .

mummy reach home buy me noodle. then went out again . haas (: i so relax at my room yea (:
tomorrow english paper2 and geog . hais . if mig-year fail i tell you i work more hard at my jobs (: i want work laaa ! no money le .
so temptation to the $1oo work , but i know it wrong . ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

today call nick and know that hereally usy lei , he still say i cannot forget noven cause he did read my blog still see his name , i ask him is he jealous ? haas (: and i said i will post his name today . nar ! nicknicknick ~ hees (:

dar dar playing dota now . he now more sick then me cause i getting recover le . ask him dont play confirm quarrel again so i let him play one round (: today whole day never chat with him . later going to sleep we will chat yea (: and play audi together . he have to send me KISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! haas (: MWARRCKK ~
just now we have some conflict again . i admit i did throw attitude but you never mehhs ? alright dont mention about the past le yea (:

2009-05-11T21:05:00.001-07:00

tell me what is life now ? where should i start ?

>>. my mother
i really dont know what she want nor . i want talk to her , she dont want talk to me . when we chat it like going to quarrel again . and this house i really dont really want step in nor . gosh ~ i tell myself i not going to take any more money from her . i will get my way to get money to pay my fare and dept. I NEED JOBSSSSSSSS !!

>>.my boyf mother
even you no money can help abit ? she is like........speechless nor. no money to pay me , no money eat , no money give kid and pay household thing , but have money to buy phone. lol ! i really trying really hard not to throw my attitiude at her . but she is too #$%^&* le . she can say untill she how good or what de nor . mouth say i also can .

am i regreting to help her solve her money problem?
i think so .

>>.my boyf

then my boyf dont even can help me , worst ! he dont understand what i mean to him nor. i ask him work , he say he cannot find. dots.... never even try to find say no jobs for him , even have . he have many excuse for not going into that jobs . okay! now what my friend say it truth. why must i give in so much to worry aboout he have food to eat anot or what the hell he want i must get . when i not with him he still have his life. should i end this ? i and him really lost our communication le . we quarrel more then talk. why must i think of him when he having his life ?
whne i quarrel with her mother she say i making him stand in between he and his mother. dots ! you never help me you help your mother? you must be clear that who is the rights ones alright!
i deserve everything now like what you said before ? gosh~ why must i cry for you? wasting or ? do you have heart anot ! stand into my shoed and think ! use BRAIN to THINK! i know you will quarrel ack and ask em stand into your shoes .. what is your problem ? i work , to pay dept . i no money eat , did i ever take a cent from you ?

JOANNE . you are a kind of foolish girl nor.
you help him so many thing do he really apprec.
you only have a stupid thinking that you just need a accompany.
but can you please use brain to think also !
you cant even afford yourself now , no need to care of him , just your boyf not even is your husband. wake up girl !

>>.school
i dont wish to go back , but just because of the stupid cert ! why ? i really no heart to go school le . school suck ! i agree work suck too . but i really no mood study le. wasting my time only.

is that all my trouble ? there are more which i unable to speak out.
and nobody know and nobody to care .
am i really that strong enough to burden all this thing myself ?
i really dont need anyones to help , just a listening ear will do.
i promise myself i wont take even a cent from my mother but what my gan.ma say it truth
she overall also your mother . do she have the right to control me now?
she really is my mother? even i respect her as my mother can she share my problem ?
can she help anything . my boyf , what he understand me ?
quarrel non-stop. please i want stop everything .
nevermind . jo-anne you are strong enough right! you can handle everything! just faster get well from your sick, find a jobs./maybe a part time lover to feed you (: hees. then pay your
dept slowly , if only your friend let . to your boyf no need concern that much frist , he wont die if he dont have you . feed yourself more important .
THAT ALL !

2009-05-04T06:01:00.000-07:00

i just come back after from dinner with joleen and ahlong. today i sleep the whole day nor , SS paper come i dont know when paper finish i also dont know nor . then EL paper i do very fast then turn back to sleep . also dont know why so tired nor. reach home very fast sleep le . OMG ! i thin le . should i be happy or sad ? i so happy i thin but thin le not nice wearing many clothes le . hais.

ryl and me

KISS ME !

joleen and me (:

ahlong and me (:

3oth april
dot . quarrel with boyf , his word hurt you know ! i feel that so stupid nor , i hel his family so many thing , never even get thank you from their mouth i still have to tahan their nonsence! JOANNE WAKE UP ! i reach home , nothing to do . only can cry ! joleen reach home , i hugg her cry . after that feel like drinking making myself go drunk . haas . i DID ! jio ahlong go out drink celebrate his birthday too . haas 1 so drunk . i so miss N.OVEN you know ! i tell my boyf i really dont miss him at all . he have no words . i cry to want N.OVEN that night but he at camp . okay , cab home with ahlong .
for the following days busy with thing so no time .
yesterday reach home woa. sleep le casue at csc celeb zhihao birthday. haas {photo willl be upload}.

2009-04-26T08:54:00.000-07:00

i have so many thing want complain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK@ i so stress la .
lst- morning school.after school go work.after work go home sleep. no time man for myself
2nd- my boyf mother make me so sick of her. is just like a white sheet of paper full of her bullshit. i dont give a damm to her anyway. she have her mouth to say. i have my ear to ear only. haas
3rd- i think i am drifting apart from him. not too sure why but i really too tired le.

haas . everything is so rush to me ! OMG . i need someone just beside me to help me share with my burdan. i need someone to sit with me and chat nicely and laugh. haas . that all my hope.

2009-04-20T09:46:00.000-07:00

so long never post liao !
haas . not super free .
just now joleen tell me , still have three day to be with my dar 5 month .
i never think that much.
i with my dar already turn to ' USE TO IT ' le . so no comment .
i dont know what going to me . do i still love him ? he promise to change. did he ? or did i change again ?
why must i think so much ? joanne you are no like this last time . then noven will pop into my mind. so what i think of him i told myself .. dar dar i seriously love you de ! you just never notice that i because of you doing my part to protect you . doing my best to get along to you . but soon i get tred le . i dont want find quarrel again. wasting all my energy to explain thing with you . now i know le . i let you make all your mistake . i dont want say so much . wait you till one day notice . let see weather is it too late. . . alright .. i wait till 23th to see weather what thing we going to quarrel again alright . haas (: night dar ! ILOVEYOU!

2009-04-08T01:31:00.000-07:00

when i need you where are you !
what you promise ?
i now have no word le ):
you really break my heart ):
dar ! i really dont wish we change from bad to wrost lei !
KCUF ! WHY YOU DONT UNDERSTAND DE !

2009-03-18T23:10:00.000-07:00

nar ! keep complaining i never post m,y blog . here i come alright JOEYTXM! my dardar working so hard , see le also heartpain nar . he mad de work for so many hour still say nevermind . hais ): dardar no need earn so many money to go outt shop de . we slowly save nar ! dardar ILOVEYOU !

2009-03-14T05:41:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I Want To Cry

And Wash This Feeling Away

If Only It Were That Easy

I Wont Be Feeling This Today

2009-03-14T05:23:00.000-07:00

this blogskin thanks to JOLEENTXY. she do so long i also dont know what she doing. anyway thanks (: then i today and yesterday whole day at home . doing nothing but sleep . so what ?! he dont care (: anyway i also dont know what to post . my tears can just flow and mind full of thing . okay nar ~ stop here (:

2009-03-10T03:51:00.000-07:00

today for school outing wear home clothes . dottttttt i frist time wear those thin cover shoes . then go ikea (: the buz driver very cock nor ! he drive very fast nor make all of us so dizzy (: but i dont care . then at ikea chienyi , lucky , bully me ! i super cold bt they still use cold water to touch me ! (: then buz home to see my dar dar (:

DARDAR ! ILOVEYOU (: yesterday night he when home then i cannot sleep w/o him you know ! i tose and turn but stillc annot sleep ): then i keep attitude hijm . i super tired eye want to close but just cannot sleep then dar rush the frist train and hugg me ! i so touch nor ! (: then we hugg for 1o mins i off to school le ); althought short time but i still lovessssssss him laaaaaaaaaaaaa (; reach home and sleep with dar dar , he hugg me i feel so safe (: then just wake up and eat dinner with him (: then just now he tell me he going home thursday ): humph ! dar dar i dont know i can sleep w/o him again ):

photo will be post other time (:

2009-03-09T02:45:00.000-07:00

today morning . i enjoying my dar make give me de breakfast (:
this is what done for me de (:

haas (: cute right (:

me and dar attending pingoing de wedding (:

see my ah puii ! do fat le (;

today my dar make breakfast for me (; before that my stomach already very pain le , so i die also eat dar de sweet breakfast (: then when i stomach pain going to toilet , my dar push me in then keep check me that i do faint in the toilet anot . (: haas (: after that day we sit down and talk . think what should we change . he changed (; so gald of him . so hope that we can maintance it (: alright yapseng papa going in camp le (: going to miss him and noven (: can see them botak le (:

2009-03-06T07:29:00.000-08:00

SIGN~ i think i may not be a good girlfriend. ):
my dar dar change from best-good-bad-worst- now no comment.
i know i am really fuck to be your girlfriend. i should not continues to take you with my side forever . i should let you find your true love and do whatever you should . you shall not cahnge all for me , i told you le . it not worth at all .
sorry ~

2009-02-28T03:27:00.001-08:00

I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MISS MY DAR DAR NOW LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !
i waiting for him to accompanh me ): he go outt today for the whole day nor !
bad news for him , and good new . he seem like no care nor !
hais ): i take this period he stay in my hus for the day we marry and stay together .
and everything goes mad ! he is reallt turns into my husband DIE !
what a bad husband , but sometime i feel that he is not that bad (:
hais i dont think i should think so far de `but i nothing to think , i want stop that dream to appear again !

dar . althought we everyday quarrel and i super love to make you angry . butt you also have fault okay ! hais .i also no comment to say that you really a bad boyfriend . but you are that cuate that will amke me laugh (; we must change our temper laaaaaaaaa ! i already did do my best le! mwwarrckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk !

2009-02-27T04:03:00.000-08:00

after so many days with dar dar at home only . so sooooooooooooooooo happy nar ! haas (:
today we going to sleep at floor again le (:
now dar dar playing with joey and sandra , very crazy nar ! then yesterday i cook curry chicken and veg and today i make jelly for him (: so fortune de him hor (:
wants i ge back to lazy , he make wait long long tiem then can see i cook give him eat le (:
alright , finish here . (:

dar dar mwarrckkkkkkkkk laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~ !

2009-02-23T05:50:00.000-08:00

TODAY 3RD MONTH WITH DARDAR laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !

today exam . english`sleep !
math` i DO ! butt not sure will pass anot .

after school come home .. nar ! pass 2 days happen BIG thing again ! I DONT WISH TO HAPPEN IT AGAIN ! i will try my very the BEST to change my ~~RUSH TEMPER~~ ):

DAR DAR ! wait till 12a.m reach i then quarrel with you ! now dont quarrel . i show face frist !

2009-02-19T22:57:00.000-08:00

hais ):
yesterday still not feeling that well and night tiem turn worst , so ganma drive me to hospital .
diao ~ from 10 we reach till 2 then can go . superrr long nor (:
lucky i bring my pink princess to hugg . dar go with me too , i know he very tried cause when on the way to go hospital at car he very fast sleep le . sorry dar .and ILOVEYOU laaaaaaaaaaaaa !
today morning wake up and disturb dar to wake up to pei me . (: tehn dar make porridge give me eat (: thenw e sit at living room see tv . haas (: teh funny part comes. the song ' ONE NIGHT IN BEIJING' dar change the song and make me laugh. he sing . " ONE NIGHT IN HONGKONG , I FUCK MANY GIRL , I DONT CARE EVEN THEY GET PREGRANT CAUSE I AM STILL TEH BEST HUSBAND"
stupidddddddd right ? haas (: alright . i stop here , if night time still free then continues my post

2009-02-18T04:48:00.000-08:00

EDWARD LIM ! MY AH PUI !
DAR DAR !

LOVESSSSSSSSS (:

EDWARD & JOANNE

23 . o8 . 20o8

this are some picture with my ah pui ! his more nad more fat le (: anyway thanks dar (:

ILOVEYOU laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !

2009-02-18T02:41:00.000-08:00

super sick now ! gosh ~
today go school butt really cannot tahan my nose le so today good girl go see doctor ):
BLOOD TEST you know ! so pain you know ):
then dar dar come le . we go back together . reach home just sleep le (:
keep awake casue of my high temperature and headache ):
quarrel with dar ! sick la `but use to it le (:
alright , he now alr leave my hus back home le . i going to see tv le .
at home so sian you KNOWWWW !

2009-02-17T06:58:00.001-08:00

OMG ! superrr long never post le .. hees (:
many many thing happen and super lazy to post many thing !
er . i going to go crazy le !
` DREAMS
`BOYFRIEND
`MOTHER
`SCHOOOOOOOL
`MONEYYYYYYYYYY
OH GOD ~ HELP !

DARDAR.
dar dar i know i very attitude and my temper . i know you tahan alot .
butt now you alo change le , you see hankuan and joleen is about our last time but now you see the different ? not i want to nagg nor find trouble to quarrel . i also boredd le . we will last means will last , we wont means wont . force also no use de ~ alright . i changing and same to you. hope everything will change to what i want my relation wants too . alright ! ILOVEYOU (:

HANKUAN.
kor ! now you with joleen , i only can wish you two last. everything must tahan . temper and attitude will do (:

JOLEENTXY.
MUST LONG OKAY (: NOTHING TO SAY LE (:

FANGXIN.
everything will get fine de (: dont forget have me (:

MYSELF (:
must get more slim le . then remeber to look after your health , dont everyday dream so many thing . treat you bf better nar ! alright (:

post my pic when i free (: mwarrckk ! gtg to pei my dar dar le (:

2009-01-12T06:11:00.000-08:00

DAR DAR ! hees (: iloveyou (:

you are the sweetest nar !

hees (: soooooooooooooo long never post blog le , i post just to tell my DAR DAR i LOVE him !
he the best now and last (: i very very busy of work and studies now . must work hard on my studies. and dar dar everyday encourage me to go school everyday. same to him i everyday call him go school , HE F LAZY THEN ME. and his phone and part of it should be mine is lost ): he every shagg but for me i dont give a damn cause even it lost and the person that want to steal is crowward. i will take that i give him/her a goodbye friendship present.
now i going to help my dar dar updated his blogg (:

2008-12-16T22:07:00.000-08:00

boohoo ! Joleen here to help jieh update blog agn , as jie was supe super busy working & working . her daily life was , slp , work & eat ! muahaha , & every saturday korh will come our house & stay . yaoxian dey all will come & ton , FUN FUN FUN :D jieh sick nw uh , korh come over to our huse & pei her , byeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

2008-12-10T08:57:00.000-08:00

WHAT A FUCKING LONGGGGGGGGG TIME W/O POSTING LE !

i dont know what happen to me now , i get very tired now , i feelvery sleepy but my mind just cannot stop think of thing . i also dont know why . just feel to cry it outt loud! my life now damm sian . work work WORK ! but i never get the happpt feelng that i want . LOST !

dar dar : i know you doing your best to keep me by your side , w/o fail you evedryday will bring me off work even i still throwing my fucking temper to you . i wake you up late in the night just of my nightmare , sorry . you still will comfort me till i sleep . i know it tired you le .. thanks . as what i promise , i try my best to change , i also dont know what happen to me tis feel day . i make you sad , i can feel it too . sorry . loves

2008-12-02T20:48:00.000-08:00

omfg , this is my ever first time met such a zilian couple :D yes , JoleenTanXinYun is here to help jieh jieh post her blog , nah , nothing much about her life , morning wake up go work , night her dar dar fetch her fomr work & rch home slp or chat on th fone , in her mind only gt work work work & work ! haas . so byesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

2008-11-20T08:48:00.000-08:00

EVERYONE SUPPORT ME :D GO http://somebaby-nails.blogspot.com/ THANKYOU

2008-11-09T09:18:00.000-08:00

hankuan and me (:
hoho and me (:

maimai and me (:

hankuan actin cute nar !

{ more photo to be upload but lazy le (: }

today wake up haas , planning go zoo with hankuan and my teo sister and hoho and maimai de (: but ended gp batok sing song , but maimai tagg along awhile (: we enjoy lei .. then i go find the DOG (: talk to her and i make up my mind le (: no WRONG step anymore .. looking forward for better to give myself a better me (: i will give all pal a surpise de (; WAITT (:

2008-11-08T02:37:00.000-08:00

what you doing all this for ? i dont wish to know anything ! COVER it all up can ? i give you chance and chance but you still never say the truth ! so what you say all CRAPS ? FCUK ! you think you super ar ? i self can hold the sky in your hand yourself ! dreaming ~ if you wish to find other i dont mind ! but not other that standard below , eeeeeeeek ~ still dare to say loud it NOT your FAULT ? you use what dick to prove it not your wrong ? you hide thing from me still do thing that make me feel no face nor ! you dont think that everything will end so easy maybe i let you off cause overall you may be make a mistake . but the DOG ! SHOULD know what is right and wrong right ? she no brain ? only one word desricbe CHEAP stufffffffffffffffff ! ask her look in the mirror before talking to me . and you YOU YOU ! you making me confuse ~ should i let go or continue ? i keep feel that dont you ever touch me ! i feel dirty after the dog warm ! PUI ! hais ): give me time ? and maybe for you to give me a better explaination ? i need to make up my mind cause i hate it ! you know my temper and character . gone is gone . other is over ! but i will double bck to the DOG ! make sure when we are over you will use yourself to protect her @

2008-11-06T07:43:00.000-08:00

haas (: i haven bath de photo ! hair super messy (:

Imyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ~

todayyy whole day at home so bored ! sleep and sleep and sleep (: then wait for joleen come back entertain me (:

taken some stupidddddddd photo !

2008-11-06T07:00:00.000-08:00

this is my mummy (:

JOANNE . (:

photo that taken on o1 oct ! i changedddddddd ?

2008-11-06T06:56:00.001-08:00

happen alot of thing this few day . i done know how to start and when to start .. FCUKKKKKKKKKK~ fat le nar ... 48 kg ): i going back to my last time lifestyle , 3 day never eat then 1 day eat (: haas , on with it le (: hais ! more and more lazy le , feeling super ore and more nto enough sleep de lei ! blehhs (: mummy nagg me go work , i did ! then retain thing make me think and think ! my weight make me stress ! my sickness suckkkkkkkkk ! other then that the rest should be fine jus that feeling my life more and mroe sians ! i want goo outt also cannot ! must eb good ): NO WAY !

2008-10-30T21:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday morning 11 plus wake up then meet papa buy food to cook , then 3 plus fangxin meet me then we to use alot of energy to bring the heavy food to maimai house ! haas (: he kana wake up by em , help to take food , hees (: i dont even let him brush his teeth before he go down with me (: then we wait for guanguan to coem .. errrrrrrrr ! i take a nap they all still haven reach , i really no mood le . then DADDY coem at 7 to 8 , hais ! i never eat the whole day just to wait for them to come . and dont let them know me and fangxind e planning ! hais , tehn we eat eat , then play play and cakessssssssssss (: tehn drink ! haas (: quanquan so lousyyyyy nor ! haas (: althought i dont really enjoy my day , but i still have to wish quanquan early birthday which is no the o3 nov . & DADDY ealy birthday which is on 12 nov .

2008-10-29T07:38:00.000-07:00

today sleep over time , mummy called me and wake me up to school . se bath and change . OMG!superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr no mood de nar , so i delay my fcukkkingggggggg time. reach school get my report book , RETAINNNNNNNNNNNNN ! haas~ i tell xiao zhang i dont want study then agrue with her for two hour, hais . i also dont knwo what to make up my mind ! i really dont want to study le ! i hate bookssssssss . hais . i am trying very hard to somfort my mummy feeling and heart but it hurrt me ! cause i need to make up decision by nov . PLEASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSE LEET ME OFF CAN ? I HAVE ENOUGH !

him: i dont know what i can say , i dont wish to hurt you . i can only say SORRY ! i justw ant to let you know , you remain in my heart . ILOVESYOU ):

2008-10-27T22:28:00.000-07:00

NICKKKKKKKKKKKKKK LOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
25th night you reach home at 4 plus to 5 .
26th night you reach home at 5 plus to 6.
on the 27 night you reahc home at 6 plus to 7.
you think you boss ar !27 night you say go bear home take thing jiu go home , then the time you message me is 12 plus lei .... take thing so longg ? i still you that you have to work the next day so must early go home . that your early nor ... early in the morning on the 28 ! hais . no comment . no sorryy want-ed . just tell you only hor .. not angry with you hor . you know de if i really angry i confrim quarrel de .
(:

2008-10-27T21:57:00.000-07:00

all CRAZYYYYY BUM !
i FINALLY take a photo with him (:

they look sooooooooo cute (:

hello kitty sweet (:

Nobody is perfect . im NOBODY (:

Joanne (:

yesterday morning wake up then go find mary the FCUKKKING maid at 429 ! OMG ! she scukkkkkkkkkkk ~ then night time go eat with xiao jiu and da jiu all , actudly going go pangan stay de but never cause i not feeling that well . reach home shock mummy (: haas (: for today i night time free then poat ba . (: hope today is fine .

2008-10-25T09:17:00.001-07:00

today morning wake up then go 3o6 find pap eat then coem home bath and go far east with fangxin le ... waited more then one hour then cal get my nails polish colour and paid ): dedult all money i left 5o for myself ): so sadddddddddddddddddddddddd ~ then with BABY andf angxin buz to batok , casue BABY and guan they all having lion dance there . hees (: i really enjoy my day with BABY and fangxina nd guan and co. hees (: sorry BABY today throw stupidd temper at you , i also lost at that moment . i am sorry ): then 1o plus cab hoe le (: hees (: ermm i never regret knowing NICKLOHKIANKHOON ! he is too good le ba i guess so . he really can tahan my temper (: UOYEVOLI (:

2008-10-21T04:47:00.000-07:00

yesterday night with with nicknick , guanguan and sexybabe (: the sleep with fear ,,, i feel the room so dark , i dont know what am i think . the mnorning agrue with ah gong , hais , lazy talk to him , headed to hospital le , ah gong go in for op i wait at the hall , fall asleep , then in mind think diao , i sleep here , so amny people see ,,,, very not wenyar , so got o ah gong care sleep ! most worst ! not even 5 mins , iw ake up i swearting liek hell ! haas (: in the while , xiao jiu call me say he reach le , so he treat me eat ice cream ! haas (: then ah gong finsh his op , we headed home (: reach home , play play psp again (: hees (: then fall asleep with xiao jiu and joleen in the room . OMG ! all of us very tired . I am Super Tired With My Time And Life ): UOYSSIMI

2008-10-20T07:54:00.000-07:00

your LADY (:
chuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !
this is yesterday take de
i;m not afraid you cry , i;m afraid you lie
i grown up to be your lady (:

FAT le (: belhhs . joanne

2008-10-20T07:44:00.000-07:00

yesterday morning mummy can me then ask me go orchard accompany her to see bag (: hees (: wanting her to buy me , but she say NO ! 0:
then go eat with mummy , OMG ~ yesterday big rain nor , fangxin , nick coming to my house 9: then the flood make me cannot walk home , so i wait for nick to come along then walk me home , fangxin stuck at ine place , haaas (: i reach home then bring her umbella to SAVE her (: THANKs me lei (: the fangxin go off early casue she need to eat with her mother . nick in my house not long also go off le to find his friend , hees (: chat on pfone in the night then planning to play majiong(:

today wake up in the morning then go hospital meet ah gong , he need to op tomor . hais ): bored ! tomor more need early to wake up nor. then go de my eyelash , touch touch touch up ! tehn meet fangxin go taka kino buy book , hees (: thick book , but i think it interesting! then go meet nick and ive him susprise but in the end FAIL ! the take mrt homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (: change then sleep le , super tired , haas (: that all ba (:

2008-10-18T08:19:00.001-07:00

hees (: today work sooooo tired yea (: but i got to sleep awhile cause to touch up my lash (: then now i know that my skin starting to peel off le (: hees . so slow (: haas (: tomor not going tow ork .. wanting to plann abt tomorr want go outt le . wann to find excuse from mummy say that friday that i not going out (: weets weets wish em good luck yea (:

2008-10-17T07:10:00.000-07:00

hees (: innocent right(:
NICK my BOY (:
joey bf , haas (: kana bully by me (:

just wear a hoodie and short will do for today (:
mummy trying out with teh shade of mine (:
i lovesssssss to SMILE (:
JoanneTan yea (:
get over with my new life (:

yesterday night almost end-ed me and nick relationship ): but everything heal back in the morning (: i never find someone like him treat me that good , i HOPE it last (: today i be good girl (: every friday is my off day to go out , but today i never go out lei (: i go find mummy then take one stupid 2 hour long buz to yishun . haas , maike fun of joeya nd sandra botfriend . OMG ~ four of siter all have bf , dotdotsdot! then head-ed home le (: nar ! waiting for my boy to busy his thing then sms me (: smoooooooooooochiies (:

2008-10-16T09:18:00.000-07:00

DO YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THEN MY LIFE ?
NICKLOHKIANKHOON (:
joey birthday
we four sister in - LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

hees (: today clebrate joey birthday ... frist we go k boz sing sing (: then nick come afterward (: omg ! we having fun . shout until no sound (: then we go find mummy eat eat (: hees (: NICK wansui ! nar ! with him 2 weeks 2 day le (: i and still counting (:

2008-10-15T04:51:00.000-07:00

super lian ? hees (:

2008-10-15T04:48:00.000-07:00

today wake up then rest awhile more then go dye hair le . OMG ! i dont know how to say . is it nice or ah lian ? i have no comment too , cause i havce no feeling that i like or not . anyway , my hair is dye i ver happy le (: the most i8s that all people see me say i super look like my muumy after i dye red cause mummy hair last time red de too (: yesterday night quarrel with nick , haiis . i know part of it is my fault too . sorry ):

2008-10-13T07:33:00.000-07:00

act cute no. 1 act cute no. 2
Joanne &&& Joleen
act cute no. 3
act cute no. 4
act cute no.5
weets weets (:

mummy (:
Joyce Lee (:

Joanne LOVE Nick (:
Fat ? ):
i trying to get your love more (:
do we look alike ?
Mummy &&& Me (:

we sister (:
REAL -Blood (:

act cute no. 5
keep NO provote (: . we bite(:

2008-10-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

today morning wake up , then 5alk talk then with mummy joleen and maid go cwp eat (: hees (: joleen make up then wear till very nice , then the weather hot so i wear tube (: mummy also say she very long never wear tube so wear (: then joleen make up , mummy also make up , i where can lose so also follow make up (; haas (: only go cwp eat nia then all wear liek going for dinner , hees (: then we ad cwp but alot of thing (: mummy buy home thing but i buy my thing (: iw nt change myself (: thenr each home sleep for 1 hour gone to far east le (: bring mummy to do eyelash extenetion (: hees , tomor morining is my turn . diao i want do darmatic de but angie say se want try natural on me ): sad-ed . at far eart nick give me susprise again(: out of sudden turn up to em (: hees ( so happy to see him lei (: ! OMG ~ afther finidh everything went back home eat dinner and watch tv till now (: hees (:

2008-10-12T07:35:00.001-07:00

today work qork work ! dont like to work on sunday _l_
hees (: self personal holiday el (:P bleehs (: want change my look and stuff and look le (: want change clothes , hair style . and must start taking care of my face le (: must be more girl le (: arbo family member keep say me ! hees (: thisfew day can sleep late late le (: sure will get enough sleep if nothing crop up (:

2008-10-10T06:54:00.000-07:00

Edited Photo (:

2008-10-10T06:23:00.000-07:00

yes ! we kiss (:
hot stuff of fangxin (:
4 little STUPID (:
so sweet of her (:

hey guy ! check here (:
lick lick (:

see MR.TENGHANQUAN sleep so cute (:
act cute nor (:
play till tired liao (:
too bored le (:
MAIMAI own me de birthday kiss(:
ah pui kana bully (:

Joanne &&& Hankuan (:
Joanne &&& Jemery (: he very STEP cute & laolan de (:
Second photo (:
Joanne &&& HongXiang (: he suppppppper DAO de (: dont TALK (:
Joanne &&& MaiMai (: he very funny de (:

Nick &&& Joanne (:
We LOVESSS To Act Cute (:
Joanne &&& FangXin (:
Two Couple Of Us (:
I Love Her Cause She Take My FIRST Kiiss (:

NickMe ; JemeryAhPui ; FangXinHanKuan (:
piggy back us cause we dont want go too far (:
AhPui dancing behind (:
FangXin Finally Tall le (:
All Dropping Down To Water Le (:

is this call sunburn ?
HOT RED lei (:
they having fun (:
funfun (:
fun fun fun (:

2008-10-10T06:10:00.000-07:00

today last day for exam le (: weets ! rush home wait for fangxin nick and guy to come (: we headed to SENTOSA ! supppppppppppppppppper have fun i can say (: in water or sand (: i find that everytime i with nick i would enjoy myself and end my day will smile and joy (: NICKLOHKIANKHOON (: so SWEET of you to me be me (: nick today give me susprise (: he make heart shape firework and the loudsound-ed de too (: hees (: soooooooo touching , frist time celebrate with my boy & friend so happy (: he indeed too good le (:

2008-10-09T07:49:00.000-07:00

Look Into My Eyes (: JoanneTanXinYI Rules Her World (:
Handsome Babe (:
NickLohKianKun & JoanneTanXinYi (:
He Trying To Snatch My Space !
Fattttttt !
Come && Kiss Me !
I Know You Love Me (:

2008-10-09T07:42:00.000-07:00

today off school then go find mummy as she need me to help her take thing give her friend (: then out of sudden nick appear ! scare me to death nor (: then go bugis walk walk . OMG ! change alot nor ! i one year never go walkw alk le (: get a bag for nick cause he treat me too good le . i feel so bad , like i keep bully him (: then go far eat shop for bikini ! never get anything afterall (: ahead to cwp eat ahjisen ! i want to eat more then 3 month but no people willing to accompany me eat (: finally today can get to eat with nick (: then go home le . FCUUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ! bear plan for then he not going for tomor ! mother FFFF ! nevermind tomor outing still ON ! hees (: i find that i really fat alot le due to many stress so keep eat eat eat &&& EAT ! hees (:

2008-10-07T09:01:00.000-07:00

today my BIRTHDAY le ! hees (: first on 12 is joleen message then follow by fangxin then nick ~ the other come slowly ba (: then today mood quite spoite due to smth but i already know it will happen today le (: nevermind . xiao jiu open streamboat for me today ~ ben lai cannot de . mummy dont let , butt mummy and xiao jiu quarrel . then xiao jiu say dont care (: afternoon meet xiao jiu and ah kim at cwp walk walk (: bought myself a anna sui purse (: hees (: then buz home (: awhile more nick , bear , hankuan come (: we chat chat (: lovesssss them (: after that family member come .. weets (: having to laugh laugh cause me and ah gong joke around (: get red-packet from adult as they dont know what to get for me for present ! frist tie adult get thing for me for birthday (: they said "girl! grow up liao , must know how to think liao hor ! " all say teh same thing (: then all go homw . now then post (: anyway today is not the birthday celebration , but i enjoy too ( THANKKKKKKKKKKK GUY &&& FAMILY (: i LOVVVVVVVVVVVVVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOU (: I SWEAR (:

2008-10-06T06:02:00.000-07:00

NOVENsimbenghui ):
NickNickNick (: i know he will love to see this (:
JIMMYrobertSUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!
JoleenTanXinYun (: lovessssssssssssss <3
FangXin &&& Cheryl mys SEXYBABE ! (:
trying to act cute but it look like i having tummy pain (:
HanKwan &&& Nick (:
snapshot 1 (:
shapshot 2 (:

2008-10-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

o3 / 1o
nar ! after school recah home slack awhile then mummy say i 7 must reach home if go out causwe last weeks late for 2 mins ): NIAO nor ! then go batok meet HIM . hees (: also nothing to do de (:

o4 / 1o
today never work so staying at home to study (: good girl hor (: study a little nia casue smth make me no mood ): then mummy call maid go buy pig kiney for me to eat ! i finish the whole bowl myself (: PIG LIAO ! tomorr having work ):

o5 / 1o
go work le ! then my friends say i FATTTTTTTTTTTTT le ! but dontcare le nar ! eat frist then diet . this few day super no mood ): i hate HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM! after work nick and hankwan come look for me then we go find mummy eat ! eat alot nor !! till the two guy cannot eat le .. haas (: now they then know my power lei (: hees (: reach home not even 5 mins jiu doze off sleep le . fast nor ! cause feed full my tummy le (:

o6 / 10
Today morning FUCK nor ! DM call my name out in front of 1ooo+ people ): then jimmy still can in front of me ! fuckkkkkk!.after exam go cwp meet fangxin &&& cheryl and one girl (: then planning go eat ! weikeong treat le ! for my birthday (: sooooooooooooo good of him ! i see him i soooo happy nor ! sooooooo CUTE ! haas ! but the food not nice . thinking tomorr cannot go out i cry again le ): WHAT SHITHEAD ! phone stillno money ): then tonight my house will having wars agin ! SAD LA!

2008-10-02T08:23:00.000-07:00

today eat eat eat anot nor ! sooooooo never diet today (: tomor then start (: after eat , reach home . study study till now (: my mind is full now , cannot squeeze anything in le so stop le (: tomor then continuse (: weets ! 5 more days to go (:

2008-10-02T00:32:00.000-07:00

GAME OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ! not even a RESTART !

with the new dog toto (:
cannot see his eyes nor (:
JoleenTanXinYun lovesssssssssss (:
nothing better to do (:
joleen cut out from the picture i take with nick (: hees (:

2008-10-02T00:19:00.001-07:00

29 / 09 (:

WE END-ED EVEN FRIENDSHIP ~ hais . cried cried till eyes swollen past few day , hend also kana burn by hot water swollen too . but now it alright (: joleen said -" jies! forget about him ! he is not worth at all ! he is nothing better !"should i listen what she said ? i think so . so i have given up on him ! the promise , memorise , photo all throw le ! joleen ask me find another tea that fit me this teapot ! haas (: cute of her . and i lovesssssssss her concern (:

3o/09
the next day go school eyes swollen they friend funny . and i didn't sleep that night . so go school also dont know why cannot sleep . reach home also dont know why cannot sleep . maybe still thing ): night time chat with fangxin,bear,nick,joleen,hankuan in phone . haas (: i sleep in the end (: we still say morning blahh blahh blahh what time want come myu house and lahh blahh blahh many thing nar (:

o1/10
from morning 7 -8.3o i have been calling bear to wake up . in the end he sleep till 11 plus ! FCUKKKKKKKKKKK HIM ! then fangxin . kaicong . nick . hankuan and even cheryl come over (: having mamy many fun nar ! then night time go gan-ma house eat steamboat and see the small little new dog toto (: {so cute of him(: } thay say i FAT LE ! . but fat nice (: .... hees (: hear le so happy but fat is not i want ): reach home . never even 5 min i sleep le ! yawn ! soooooooooooooooooooooooo tired (:

o2/10
today go school from start sleep till recess time ! also dont know why soooooo tried nor , then after school jiu come home le . meeting xiao jiu out to eat again (: celebreating ah gong birthday(: that remind me my birthyday coming soon le (: getting old le ): but mummy say cannot go anywhere on my birthday (: so will be staying at home and sleep (:
{ still on with my exam how i wish i can rest awhile (: }

2008-09-27T07:28:00.000-07:00

JOLEEN edit for me (: thank (:

wor WORK work TODAY . soooooooo tired nor ): request to go home early cause not feeling well . want to meet noven out for dinner but end up we qareel . nevermind ! forget it ! not in the mood so go swimming with my sister (: get home resting le ): tomor still need to work ):

2008-09-26T06:23:00.001-07:00

this is yesterday take de (: just wake up from my ah gong car with my smelly (:
brought it with my friend (:

nothing to post . dont know what to post .. upload picture will do ba (: DO I CHANGE ALOT ? (:

2008-09-25T07:55:00.000-07:00

NOVENSIMBENGHUI IS BEING LOVED BY ME (:

2008-09-24T07:04:00.000-07:00

today go school caught in the rain . trying very hard to dry myself asap . hees (:

then sleep sleep sleep in school do nothing (: after school my friend bike me home with his pink bike ... haas (: enjoy myself nor (: i finally have the courage to sit nor (: then reach home . sleep again (: 6 plus wake up till now still have nothing to do (:

JIMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYROBERTTTTTTTTTTSUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

{IFUCKINGHATETHISFUCKINGBOY!}

2008-09-22T07:31:00.000-07:00

today i never go to school due to too tired le . cannoit wake up ! in the morning i feel like a super big force pushing me down ): i really need a good rest so i never open my eyes ~ i wake up then call mummy say sorry to her cause i know she angry me for not going to school ): i when back to sleep for one hour ~ wake up and hear song for around 3o mins then sleep or another 3 hour (: then wake up . laying at my bed so lazy wanting to doze back and sleep but i told myself if i coninuse sleep no meed wake uple (: so i put a table out and study for 3 hpur (: haing a triff when my maid but now it fine due to her fucking attitude ! why must i give in the her cause is she attitude me frist de ! NO MANNER (: then quarrel with ah kong . he want me to wash head for her ! diao !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hais , tomor must go school le ):

ITHINKIHAVINGENOUGH

EVENYOUWONTCAREMEANYMOREIALSOCANNOTSAYANYTHINGMUCH

BUTBAREINMIND

IWILLALWAYSTAYWITHYOUWHENYOUNEEDME

IPROMISEANDMEANIT

LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !

2008-09-21T05:42:00.000-07:00

IAMREALLYVERYTIREDOFEVERYTHING!

IWANTSOMERESTANDLOVEANDCARE!

2008-09-15T06:48:00.001-07:00

this few day sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired no mood to post ~ afterall i have nithing to say . nothing gonna to cheer me up ! FCCUKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !

2008-09-11T07:08:00.000-07:00

hees (: today go school talk alot cause of something ! then rush to work after school nor (: then work work work work . dammnnnnnnnnnnnn tired ): sad nar ! i need words now ! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ? !

2008-09-10T05:08:00.000-07:00

yesterday night SUPPERRRRRRRRR hugry ~ hoem no gas so eat bread ): then go sleep to today morning (: morning go hospital ~ hees (: the fcuuking thing get off le (; weets ~ eating more power mec now lia ): still have to eat laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! then go west ball buyt rubber band for myself to an wei myself ! haas (: longggggg time neber but thing give myself le (: nar nar ~ tomor going school le ! now waiting for the aoin to runnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn away from me (:

2008-09-09T04:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday hor ! mummy ask me and my maid walk to 3oo+ to bank money for her ~ suay suya teh machine spoilte . so i and my maid thought the mrt no more cause arl 11+ so from my house walk to cwp ~ DAMNNNNN FAR ! then resch home going 1 plus le . morning wake up go to school ~ recess time go home le . really not feeling that well )': tomor no school going to KKH ! hope everything is not that worst then SGH ):

2008-09-08T06:10:00.000-07:00

i SMILE ; is just to make you SMILE again
DEATH i praying hard for you (:

today never go to school , but go hospital .... transferred everything to KKH so wednesday no school again .... i am think much much thing ~ COMPLICATED thing ): and more i think of my studies , not going to retain again ?

superrrrrrrr not feeling well cause of the pain yea )': i wish i could just die so that can stop everything happening now to me ~ that fast you know !

IS IT REAL TO SAY A QORD OF GOODBYE MAY SILENT EVERYTHING ? YOU TEACH ME SO .

2008-09-07T08:53:00.000-07:00

haas (: today wake up go work . after work go see lion dance . nothing much happen . but thing that i dont want to happen ~ happen aqain !

I AM SOORRY ):

2008-09-06T06:47:00.000-07:00

just want to act cute ~
see my face soooo round ~
It Me ! JoanneTanXinYi !
Come Hugg Me Baby !
Hees (: i having headpain ~
haaaaaaaaa chuuuuuuuu ~

FATTER &&& FATTER ~ DIET needed
JoanneTan (:
lovesme more then you loves yourself baby !
PEACE wanted (:
headache baby (:

today never go work (: then today me and mummy like different . keep on can take joke and we keep joke around . then mummy go work me and my maid go find her . as she ask us too (: then i eat alot of foodddddddddd ! OMG ! getting fatter and fatter , must know how to control myself arl nar ~ then smth make me fucking angry &&& stress ~ i then ask mummy let me go see lion dance at take , she agree (: weets (: i lion the drum sound of passion fron lion dance , it will make me high! fuck , half way rain ~ then take mrt home (: tomorr got to work ): BOREDDDDDDD ~

i wearing the whit shirt to find mummy , butt i find myself too fat so i buy the black long sleeve (: hees (:

2008-09-05T09:02:00.000-07:00

just trying to asct cute nar (: okya ! i am i am not ~

hees (: childish nar ~

trying to act cute too (:
i HATE my tummy FATSSSSSSSSSSS ~
Joanne &&& Cheryl {meatball}
A Kiss To You { Wish You Stay So Sweet (: }

RETARDED !
[I] trying to cover fats , [SHE] trying to hide from the sun (:
Someone shap shot me (:
JoanneTanXinYI (:

Laying to sleep (: i now then know my leg soooo long (:
I hate my retarded face ~
I can hide behind a coconut tree !

when began reach sentosa (: i am sooooo FAT !
i LOVESSSSSSSSS fangxin SUNGLASS (:
me and fangxin sunbath (: enjoying the sun (:
FangXin &&& Joanne {fishball}

Today i FINALLY go sentosa ! butt dely time till afternoon then go ! hais ): go there do homework ! ong , i dont know how to do . so stop doing and lay down enjoy sun bath ! butt i under the sun till very long nor , bnot even my skin have change colour ! OMG ~ my skin good de (: but so sad , cannot go water play ): after that go home (: haas (:

i knew smth strange happen to me just now . i dont know what will happen to me next ! i wish i could just die (: i dont wish to continuse anymore ): IT HURT ):

2008-09-04T08:46:00.000-07:00

nar ~ today mornig wake up damm early nor ! cause very cold (: the turn back to sleep ... super tired but no choice have to wake up eat breakfast then eat mec ): after eat i turn back and sleep till afternooon 3 plus . thinking that tomorr going going sentosa so want go buy bikini ! so went far east ... but in the end never buy , heart pain to spend the money ): so bought a star short pant (: love it man ! hees (: awaiting for tomor de outing (: planning tomor go sentosa do all finsh de homework frist (: haas (: and my joleen friend too (: hope can enjoy muchhhh muchh tomor (: